
We ate fresh made peach pie and drank tea in her well kept, lovely home looking over the Pacific ocean. I had stayed there a number of times at the pastor’s house, and every time she laughed about our height difference, once actually taking out a tape measure at a family gathering to see who could guess closest to my actual height. I explained to her how maple syrup is made and she told me that her secret ingredient in vegetable soup is half an apple. She prayed for my neck pain while knitting me a scarf and I prayed for her Parkinson’s while looking out at the city from the guest room window.
The last time that I visited, the little old lady asked, “What would you like for lunch tomorrow,” and while I thought, she said, “don’t be embarrassed to say, you are at home here.” And I knew that. I had always felt so welcomed and loved there and thats why it was so important to me to make the 8 hour round trip to say goodbye. I remembered the mouthwatering salmon that we ate the last time that we visited her with a delegation and I requested that again. She arranged with her husband for him to go to the fish market early in the morning when the salmon arrives while she goes to buy vegetables. She explained to me that she will make mixed vegetables with little potatoes and knowing my preference for seafood, she also planned buy a type of shellfish that is popular here for me to try during my visit.
After the conversation, despite her protesting, I helped her carry the few dirty dishes to the kitchen. She said to me, “I like having guests in my house but I feel embarrassed that I cannot meet their needs.” “I don’t understand,” I questioned, looking at her to explain. “I know that in the United States you are at a higher level, things are nicer there and you’re more educated. I cannot tend to you well enough.” She said it so matter-of-factly and I felt angry. Angry that my nationality makes her feel ashamed. Angry that the media and the movies propagate lies that represent a false reality. Angry that there’s a system to classify countries into first, second and third world. Angry that to so many, my blond hair and blue eyes are pretentious.
But the anger was fleeting and it turned to sadness, and then to hope. I hope that I can return the hospitality, love and help that has been extended to me. I will remember the extreme patience that others had when my broken Spanish fumbled and I reverted to a clumsy game of charades to communicate. I will remember when the ragged looking man selling vegetables chased me down the sidewalk to tell me that I had overpaid him. I walked away with nine artichokes that day, and I remember his bright, toothless smile. I remember when I shared my testimony for the first time in Chile, and the pastor told me that she would pray for me every day, and I absolutely knew, without a doubt, that she would. I remember mourning with a family during the loss of their father and seeing their faith stand strong despite their grief. I remember when a humble family living on the Amazon River served me a fresh caught fish and served it for lunch with a scoop of quinoa. I learned later that they had shared the last of the food that they had, not a grain of rice, drop of oil or coin left. I had felt both incredibly honored but so undeserving at the same time.
As I travelled through Peru, Chile, Paraguay and Argentina throughout the last year and a half, there were people crying out for nutrition: physically, emotionally and spiritually. I found that I too was searching for the same. I have become more conscious of the people around me, and how my decisions as an American impact the global world. I will work harder for peace, with myself and with others, so that when a Chilean grandma invites an American traveller to her table, they will sit as equals, children of God without excuses for who they are or where they come from, with dignity that surpasses all boarders and languages. Thanks to all of you who have invested in me.





As I continue to hear these firsthand stories, I can see a small glimpse into the reality of the event I had only heard about briefly on the evening news almost six years before. On the topic of natural disasters, I recall headlines from the recent earthquake in Chile that affected the fourth region of the country. I recall the 2005 hurricane in New Orleans, the 2010 earthquake in Haiti, the 2011 tsunami in Japan, the 2013 typhoon in the Philippines and the 2015 earthquake in Nepal, just to name a few. I think of these nations coming together to move forward past the wreckage and honoring those lost. I see foreign countries giving aid and showing compassion in the rebuilding process. Here in Chile, and around the world, I am beginning to see the enormous challenge of healing these deep-rooted traumas. But also, I see the commitment of individuals who have lived through tragedy now choosing to not live in fear. Because of this, there is hope.

Elena explained the origin of Thanksgiving, that the first pilgrims to North America would not have survived had it not been for the generosity and kindness of the native people. Before dinner, each person started with two kernels of corn on his or her plate. While holding one, we gave thanks for something that happened within the last year. With the other, we expressed a desire for the coming year. Adults and youth shared their blessings, grateful for the birth of their healthy child, a school year of academic and athletic accomplishments, and for the difficult things too, a year of lessons learned and opportunities to grow in faith.
real pumpkin pie!” Everyone took the opportunity to again celebrate the unexpected blessing of this pie, listening intently to our guest as he told us the process of how he managed to find a pumpkin, and then prepare the filling and crust from scratch. One of the children was surprised that she liked the squash, and I told her that the special ingredient was maple syrup. When they left, I gave each a little bottle. Growing up as a true New Englander, maple syrup is practically in my blood, so giving away the little bit that I had brought down to Chile was truly a gift from the bottom of my heart.


n melodies and a pretend fireplace used in a skit of telling Argentine one-liners.
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My week at the international camp leadership conference has reaffirmed the belief that I’ve held all along: camp changes lives. There’s something special about cheering on team members in a ridiculous game, chatting and praying with your cabin before bed and fervently singing a song about a watermelon who aims to conquer the world. Silly costumes and puppet shows, bear hugs and group chores, stringing beads and intentional conversations are all part of what makes camp great. At camp, we learn to work as a team, to see past the walls of society’s stereotypes and to provide space for each person to grow.




